You didn't care to pause, when I told you I need you the most.
You didn't care to pause, when desperation was engraving itself to my soul.
You didn't care to pause, when all I wanted to hear was your voice telling me it will be alright.
You didn't care to pause, when life as I once knew it slipped away from my fingers and I couldn't do anything to stop it.
And now you left me high and dry, all by myself like I have always been, why would I assume that love could not be conquered, love is conquered the very first minute troubles arise, love is conquered the very first minute uncertainty and hesitation arise, love is conquered the very first time I ask you what do you really want and you tell me I don't know, love is conquered the very first time you let me sleep with tears in my eyes.
I love you and I know you love me too but it's not enough to mend the broken heart, it's not enough to keep my feet warm when its cold outside, it's not enough to wipe away my tears, it's not enough to conquer my fears, it's not enough to make me fight a war alone.
I need to know now where you stand, I need to know what am I to you, I need to know am I the burden you have in your life or am I what makes the life worth living, am I heaven or hell, am I the duty or the lust, how exactly do you see me, how do you see your life without me, can you see a life for yourself without me.
I can't stand always be treated like that, this is who I am and I have done my best in changing to please you and I have never asked you for anything more than for you to feel me.
I need you to be there for me, I need you to feel me if you can and I need you to know where you stand, I need to feel your love..
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