April 18, 2010

I miss you

I miss you and its killing me to feel that helpless, I feel like I'm addicted to you, I can't think of anything but you. I wish I could be like you to love without being over attached, to love and yet be able to live my life the way I used to, to love and not be weakened by this love.

I wish I could go back to the strong girl I used to be but the only difference this time is to have you by myside to make me even stronger. I wish you could share your dreams with me, you could let your feelings flow, just release your brakes and let go coz there is nothing hide and nothing to fear anymore, or am I the only one who feels that way??

People think I'm going crazy but they just can't realize that I only falling head over heels for you and I like it I really do but why cant I feel you falling for me, why are you trying to act all grown up while I feel like I'm exploring life for the very first time with you...

Oh, how I love you and just cant let you go...