Another Crack in My Heart

I know I have been away for a very long period of time and I wished that I could come back feeling better than this...

The past 5 months that I was away in witnessed some major changes in my Life, el7amdollelah I found a very decent job that pays well (Allahoma barek) and fell in Love with the most adorable guy in the whole wide world.

He filled my life with Love, Joy and Hope for a better future, gave me back my self confidence that I lost, gave me a reason to live for, I loved my life only coz he was a part of it, hearing his voice in the early morning would light it up my whole day and seeing him even for a minute gave me butterflies.

He made me believe in Love again after losing my faith in it, he made me feel like a little girl that was lost and finally found her home, but of course Life does not always give us what we want so of course after feeling how adorable love can be, It took it all away in a blink of an eye, the reasons are not important as it was our destiny and it had to be fulfilled.

And now I'm stuck in my world alone feeling lonelier than ever, and all that I gained from this is that I tasted how wonderful life can be and then it was all taken away by fate, now I wish to go back to the time I did not believe in Love or bother myself with all that mixed feelings.

Which made me suddenly remember a song by "Take That" that I adored when I was younger, at least 10 years ago, it was called "Another Crack in My Heart" but I guess that the Crack I've been through this time is the deepest crack ever and it will never heal easily..