The Back-Up Plan

You know what is the hardest question you always get asked on an interview "Where do you see yourself in five years" and of course the classical "what are your weaknesses," I always get blank when these two questions are asked because simply their answer is the same to me and unfortunately I can never utter their honest answer in an interview or it will be doomed to fail, how can you tell a prospect employer that "I don't have a plan cos simply I can not plan" of course it is not that ugly, I am not walking around aimlessly but I seriously do not have a concrete plan to lean on.

I don't know where will I be in a five years time or even in a year from now, but the only thing I know for sure is that my only long term plan is to stick by your side till the day I die cos I just can't imagine my life without you, I can't imagine waking up to someone else's face in the early morning, I can't imagine having children that do not have your eyes, I can't even imagine fighting with anyone but you.

I know life will never be easy whether we are together or we are apart but with you I am willing to stand against all the difficulties, the hurt and the pain. I never wished to be that dependent on someone, all my life I felt that the worst thing you can do to yourself is to grow dependent on someone because that someone at a certain point of time will just leave you to suffer alone, then not only will you be hurt but also lost and unsecured.

But again where did my thoughts of independence got me?!! NOWHERE, I did not find myself till the day I fell in love with you, I did not have an aim or a meaning for life till I knew it was you who gave it a meaning, it is you that makes the journey worth while.

So how can someone who doesn't have a plan other than being by your side ever have a back-up plan that doesn't include you. Enough with the suspicions and fear, it is you that I live for and it is you that I am giving my whole life to, it is you I want to share my dreams with and it is you that I want to put all my life plans with.

I need you..