I feel like SCREAMING

I just feel like screaming for the past few days, too many mixed feelings and I can't help it anymore, may be I have started to be overly attached to you but that's how I'd like to spend the rest of life, but I need to feel that you want to spend the rest of your life with me too, please give me a clue, I am dying out here... Show me you love with each & every way you can, is it too much for me to ask, why can't you just open up your heart and tell me what's inside that box of secrets, why can't the rest of our lives together start now, lets not waste another single moment.

I can't imagine my life without you now, I just feel so weak not being able to live by myself anymore, I can't go back to how I was before and for an unknown reason you refuse to surrender to being in love... Till when we'll keep playing these love games, I feel like being too old for games, I need some serenity and security, I need to know that you'll be there for me for as long as we both shall live, I want to spend the rest of my life in your arms, I want to see my children in your eyes, I want to see us grow old together, I want go through all the good and bad times with you, I want to see you when I wake each morning and before I sleep at night, I want to be with you for LIFE...

You know you mean the world to me and I will keep on dreaming you'll feel the way I do without asking you to and if you did not feel it, Its enough for me that we are together the way we are now because I can do anything in this wide world except risking to lose you...