خايفة وقلبى مش مرتاح

حاسه ان قلبى مقبوض ومش مطمنه، حاسه انى هاسمع خبر مش حلو، بس مش عارفه ان كان قلبى هايستحمل صدمه.. يارب يكون احساسى غلط بس مش عارفه ليه قلبى مقبوض كده، نفسى اصدقك لما بتحاول تطمنى بس مش قادره... نفسى الاقيك جنبى دلوقتى بتقولى متخافيش انا جنبك ومش هاسيبك لاخر يوم فى عمرى وانا اقولك صدقنى انا غيرك ماليش والحياه ما بينا تبقى زى ما رسمناها مع بعض فى خيالنا الف مرة

يا رب اكون غلطانه، عمرى ما اتمنيت احساسى يكون غلط أد دلوقتى

I wanna grow old with you...

I don't know why I got so gloomy by the end of the night like that, maybe it's because of the damn cold I have or maybe because of the bad mood you're going through which I believe to be contagious, but even in my bad mood all I can think about is you..

How I want you to hold me now and never let go, how I long for your warm sweet embrace, I love you like no one ever loved anyone before and more than anyone ever will..

I was watching a picture of us which I really love and suddenly a song came to my mind, I don't know why that song in particular or maybe I know but anyway it's totally true "I wanna grow old with you, I wanna die lying in your arms, I wanna grow old with you, I wanna be looking in your eyes, I wanna be there for you, sharing everything you do, I wanna grow old with you"

I wanna share everything and every moment of my life with you my love and believe me I'll support you and share with you your bad time even more than the good time, I promise to be there for you whenever you need me like you are always there for me whenever I need you..

I love you..

A Pause

Today something strange happened to me, I was missing you much as usual and I was thinking of you and how I wanted to be where you are now so I got my mobile to send you a message and I took a two seconds pause, what to write... Do I write "Ba7ebak" you already know, do I write "Wa7eshny" it is not even close to how much I was missing you, do I write "Malish 3'eerak" its a fact of life, ana f3lan malish 3'eerak so nothing is new about it...

Suddenly I felt that the words are not enough to describe how I feel for you, It far beyond what words can say... I am nothing without you by myside, you complete me and make me a better person and give me a reason to live, you are the one I want to live my life for..

أنت أحلى هديه ربنا بعتهالى عشان تنور عليا حياتى، ربنا يحميك ويباركلى فيك

My Life

Never had I wondered when I first made this blog that It will one day revolve around a person, I thought it was going to reflect my life but in time I came to realize that you are my life so its only natural if my blog is all about you...

I sometimes wonder what was the first thing that made me fall in love with you, was it your smile, your eyes or the way you could read through me like an open book or did I fall in love with the way you made me feel about myself?!!

Whatever made me love you first doesn't matter that much now, what really matters is that I can't stand life without you, nothing seems to matter anymore but you, just the thought of you when you come to my mind makes me happy, You are all I have and all I care for, You are my family, my father, my friend and above all you are the beat of my heart and the light of my eyes...

I LOVE YOU

بالعربى ماليش غيرك

مش عارفة ليه حسيت انى عايزه اكتب النهارده بالعربى، نفسى أقولك كلام كتير أوى أكبر من الكلام والحروف، أد ايه عمرى ما اتمنيت حد غيرك ولا كان نفسى أعيش عمرى كله مع حد غيرك، ده أنا معرفتش معنى الحب غير لما قابلتك وعينى جت فى عينيك، شفت فيك كل اللى كنت باحلم بيه، و حسيت معاك بالامان، بجد عرفت يعنى ايه ابقى عايشه مع راجل وفى ظل راجل، كل يوم باحلم بشكل حياتنا مع بعض هاتبقى عامله إزاى و ايه اللى هأقدر اعملهولك عشان تفضل طول عمرك مبسوط، وايه اللى ممكن اعمله عشان تبقى احسن وانجح راجل فى الوجود، بافكر فى ولادنا وازاى هانربيهم عشان يبقوا احسن مننا، عايزه الايام تعدى وتجرى بقى والاقى نفسى معاك طول الوقت، محتاجه انك تبقى جنبى على طول عشان الدنيا صدقنى مالهاش طعم من غيرك

When you smile...

When you smile the whole world smiles, when you smile you take all my troubles away, when you smile I see my future in your eyes, I see our children & see us getting old together, when you smile you give me strength to change the world, when you smile the world stop spinning & I don't see anyone else but you, when you smile you make me wanna love you more because when you smile is when I feel alive and my life is worth living when you smile :)

Speechless

I am running out of words, trying to describe how I feel for you seems to be only getting harder with each passing day. Sometimes I ask myself is there any more love out there that we did not consume. Each day I think that this is as far as we can go, this the maximum love that any normal person can handle, then the strangest thing happens when I see your face, when I look in your eyes, I fall in love with you all over again...

Ever since I fell in love with you, I believed that I love you more than words can say and I love the fact that no words ever created can describe how I feel for you cos its far more intense that any love ever lived, ever since the begining of time till the day our eyes met and I hope that it will remain undescribable like that till the day I lie in your arms & close my eyes and never open them again...

I love you