My Life

Never had I wondered when I first made this blog that It will one day revolve around a person, I thought it was going to reflect my life but in time I came to realize that you are my life so its only natural if my blog is all about you...

I sometimes wonder what was the first thing that made me fall in love with you, was it your smile, your eyes or the way you could read through me like an open book or did I fall in love with the way you made me feel about myself?!!

Whatever made me love you first doesn't matter that much now, what really matters is that I can't stand life without you, nothing seems to matter anymore but you, just the thought of you when you come to my mind makes me happy, You are all I have and all I care for, You are my family, my father, my friend and above all you are the beat of my heart and the light of my eyes...

I LOVE YOU

بالعربى ماليش غيرك

مش عارفة ليه حسيت انى عايزه اكتب النهارده بالعربى، نفسى أقولك كلام كتير أوى أكبر من الكلام والحروف، أد ايه عمرى ما اتمنيت حد غيرك ولا كان نفسى أعيش عمرى كله مع حد غيرك، ده أنا معرفتش معنى الحب غير لما قابلتك وعينى جت فى عينيك، شفت فيك كل اللى كنت باحلم بيه، و حسيت معاك بالامان، بجد عرفت يعنى ايه ابقى عايشه مع راجل وفى ظل راجل، كل يوم باحلم بشكل حياتنا مع بعض هاتبقى عامله إزاى و ايه اللى هأقدر اعملهولك عشان تفضل طول عمرك مبسوط، وايه اللى ممكن اعمله عشان تبقى احسن وانجح راجل فى الوجود، بافكر فى ولادنا وازاى هانربيهم عشان يبقوا احسن مننا، عايزه الايام تعدى وتجرى بقى والاقى نفسى معاك طول الوقت، محتاجه انك تبقى جنبى على طول عشان الدنيا صدقنى مالهاش طعم من غيرك

When you smile...

When you smile the whole world smiles, when you smile you take all my troubles away, when you smile I see my future in your eyes, I see our children & see us getting old together, when you smile you give me strength to change the world, when you smile the world stop spinning & I don't see anyone else but you, when you smile you make me wanna love you more because when you smile is when I feel alive and my life is worth living when you smile :)

Speechless

I am running out of words, trying to describe how I feel for you seems to be only getting harder with each passing day. Sometimes I ask myself is there any more love out there that we did not consume. Each day I think that this is as far as we can go, this the maximum love that any normal person can handle, then the strangest thing happens when I see your face, when I look in your eyes, I fall in love with you all over again...

Ever since I fell in love with you, I believed that I love you more than words can say and I love the fact that no words ever created can describe how I feel for you cos its far more intense that any love ever lived, ever since the begining of time till the day our eyes met and I hope that it will remain undescribable like that till the day I lie in your arms & close my eyes and never open them again...

I love you

Crushing my Heart

Tonight I was dying, my heart was being crushed that I could hear it falling apart. The thought of you leaving me was killing me cos I know I'm not that bad, I know things will get better, I know no one on Earth could love you the way I do so why do I keep putting both of us in these awkward situations, why do I keep putting us through this pain.

I'm in love with you and I never loved this way before and I will fight whoever comes between us and burn them to ashes. I promise you that I will never allow anything to cause you hurt, even if that thing is me cos you deserve much better treatment than that, you deserve to be treated like a king, nothing less.

You ask me why I love you, what's in you not to love, I fell in love with your charm the first time I laid my eyes on you, I love your kind heart, your smile, the warmth you give to my life. I'm in love with the love I see in your eyes, the touch of your hand and your the way you talk. I love the way you understand me without speaking, I love the way I can be myself when I'm with you, I love me when I'm with you...

Like the stars in the skies, the fishes in sea, the sand grains in the desert, that's how much I love you...

I'd die for you and that's the truth

I know the old song said "I'd lie for you and that's the truth" but there is no need to lie anymore, I love you and my life has no meaning, no value, no life in it without you so I'd rather die than live a day without you..

I am your private property till the end of time cos I'm tired of acting that I can do it without you, I can't go on one single day without you by my side, without you in my life..

You're the sun that shines on my days, you are the warm air breeze in a winter day, you are the light that shows me the way, you are my everything and I'm blessed to have you in my life..

I guess its over...

Its over, imagine that I could say that eventually, its over and strangely enough we'll both survive.. I guess I'll stop blogging at least on this blog cos this page will always remain your private property..

Imagine that its over, the message deleted, the photos removed, the dreams and promises gone, only a faded memory of how life could have been if we were together...

Its over, GOD its over, everything dies one day and we died when our time came, we died too soon or too late I don't know but the result is the same .. DEATH ..

I wished I've never seen you or that I saw you when things were easier, lots of mixed feelings in my heart and mind but only one fact remains ITS OVER..

They once said that The Titanic was unsinkable and I once said that our love was never-ending and The Titanic did sink and our story did end but our love will always remain that faded picture perfect dream that once was my private property..